All I do now is feel so alone and sad. Zeki & Romaya (2008) looked at people's brains while viewing images of the faces of people they either loved or hated. About 3 months ago my wife told me that she loves me but is no longer in love with me. He is trying hard to make time but the business doesnt give him a break. In order to have a meaningful relationship with another person, you need to be able to be yourself. He is still using and is openly having sex with multiple people. I would suggest he give up on her while he actively checks on himself and how hes doing with trusting you. You did not take good care of YOU all that time messing w a married man. Its almost as if Good and Bad is unclear in your mind and everything first looked good when it wasnt and now everything looks all bad when it may not be. If you dont give me money anymore, someone else will..bla bla bla, This is the lady i took care of even before she got pregnant for someone and i continued doing so till her baby almost 2yrs old. But I love my gf and she left me and she says she cant trust me anymore but that she still loves me. To be clear, there is no particular woman he is seeing, more so texting random women who come on to him to fill a void and prove a point but thats as far as its gone. I would hang out with him but I was never really there because I was dealing with what happened to me, and even when we would talk on the phone I would never really be listening. Just want to make this right and go back to the loving, supportive, fun relationship that I let slip away. Why would the woman I love take something from my past and stab me in the back with it? Long story short. My ex contacts me saying she is so sorry, she has changed, she just needed time to figure herself out and get her life back in gear.. and now Im torn. All friends and family who I discussed this with thought I should leave him but no one but him and I could understand that we had such a deep connection despite his actions. Long story short, I am in love with someone who Ive hurt twice before. I hurt him so deeply. . And maybe, just maybe, theyll come around and run right back home and into your arms. Of course, you being mean is not good at all but that is what you must have learned in your own family. He loved me though was a hot tmepered peron but really loved me a lot .we stopped meeting each other because my family is so against of him and their arent allowing me to meet that guy or to go out of thw house alone . She wants to end both relationships between me and her cheating lover. "Hating people is like burning down your own house to get rid of a rat.". However, I knew he was a very flirty person, had a lot of female friends but it was never more than friendship. I cannot seem to focus on anything. It actually happened three times, but after the initial make out, the next times it happened I backed away and told him that it was a bad idea. Not just for him, but to everyone around me. It took this article: How can i prove to him that he is more than enough? Craig you have no idea how i feel everyday i just want thibgs to be the way They used to be. I had a great opportunity with a woman who I connected with deeply. I would ask him to come along to some of the events. DrDeb I am thrilled to see that you continue to actively monitor this post. And he will want to share that with you of his own accord, not just when you ask. I was like I need to see the progress since I paid for repairs and fixing. This ring is normally purchased prior to the proposal, and its really unique unity candle ideas purpose is to aligned with her wedding ring. I explain to the officer when I had called and explained him what hes been going through the last few months he also has been diagnosed with bipolar psychotic, high anxiety, PTSD depression and ADHD. I want to fall back in love but it will never be innocent again. Do think this would be a right choice to make? I cant seem to leave get alone until she tells me why. A person in emotional turmoil is not who he really IS. What can I do? 3 months later, he contacted me and wanted to explain himself. Please help! I was just like you say you are my gr8 off 3yrs and didnt even notice I was doin that. Thanks for ta king your time to read this. Let me add one more piece. 3. Started dating a girl 6 months ago and she from the beginning has been warm and very sweet and seemed very into me, and me very into her. so I told myself that if he is married I will see his wife coming time went on I feel inlove with him he used to go to Mpumalanga 2 weekends a month I never minded as he had a daughter there who her mum passed on. Dont make the same mistake I did. That is why I reach out to her when she is needy. This accomplishes two things: 1. I wrote on here in November of this year. After years of arguments and not being heard, belittled, berated, and just made to feel worthless by my husband I packed the kids up and moved across the country and filed for divorce. But I really feel like I am at a fork in my life, I dont know if I should just let him go or hold on and try to fix things.any help would be appreciated. Ive constantly prayed for God to free me from that relationship because I knew it wasnt healthy for me & I didnt need to betray my spouse in that manner. No need for me to jump back in so quickly. I think we go back to the sexy part: Be INDEPENDENT, not dependent, emotionally, when you talk to him. My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years. I call her about an hour after the first argument, I apologize and tell her that I made a huge mistake in arguing about my clothing, she thanks me for the apology, but says shes not taking me, even though I said I could go, dress formally and had apologized. I just wanna know how can I show her there is nothing above love. I wish I was exaggerating. My question, after some texting back and forth the first few days and one conversation on the phone, Ive gone with here wishes to leave her alone right now. please, Hello, I have been in a relationship for five years with a man who has been my best friend for over a decade. He had no business messing with you emotionally even if he did nothing wrong physically. My heart says one thing and my mind says another? We had to go to Home Depot back and forth because the contractor couldnt get everything straight one time. Hello, I just read this article and it really resonated with me and has given me some much needed hope. I know I am also at fault for things in our relationship. I feel like there is something wrong with me Im so lost and scared that he will eventually leave me as Im not good enough for him anymore an Ill be left on my own with our 2 children. He says that im the one for him. He can do far better than me. He feels like he was also hurt when I travelled alone so he doesnt feel like he has to prove himself much to get me back. I would go to the ends of the earth to make Brad see what hes doing to him self is wrong. Dealing with all the details & various pieces of the puzzle that suddenly all falling into place he admitted that it had beef going on 4 years & would still be if I hadnt found out. about 5 months ago i met this amazing woman. But there is another dimension of depression that can lead to the idea of escape as the answer. That same week I also didnt get a job I wanted. I turned & walked back into his office & simply continued to calculate the amount of money & time hed spent calling her each day. you are welcome my friend it is a great pleasure meeting you here on facebook but i would really love to know more about this angel parading herself as human that has captivated me with her lovely smile. I cannot see a life without her and I will give everything to right my wrongs just to have her with me again. The thought of him finally deciding that he no longer wants me is terrifying and Im not sure how to react nor do i know what to do or where to begin. I had a rough childhood that I thought I left in the past, I said some really hurtful things to her and pushed her away. we were so happy, he has a lot of obligations and responsibilities thats why we have money issues but that didnt bother us. But she was okay with her role in his life as long as she had him and that hed have to put up with me his bm drama. Im not going to apologize for what I type. You will become more attractive when you like and love yourself and dont appear needy. So this is what I get out of your story. A lot of my self worth and the way I give and receive love is tied up in physical validation. When we hate someone, we are more likely to wish they would suffer or at least change who they are. He ended up hooking up with another girl twice. Spark a Love Connection If this relationship is important to you, you really need to do what the 12 step people recommend: A fearless moral inventory. Im the type of person that I dont really like to open up but with him being my best friend and fiance I always thought I could. My boyfriend was perfect. He got her to download a video call app, that he wanted to see her face. We were mentally matched. She would tell people that I would always only be the stupid girlfriend nothing more because she would be the on,y wife he would ever have. We became the best of friends, but also sexual partners. She WAS telling me for years that I was not paying attention, and not giving her and the kids all of myself. How can you possibly fall in love with such a person again? Lol. It may be a struggle at first but if you are strong you will make it. or get a tattoo. She is extremely intelligent and is currently earning her Masters in Psycology. I feel like Ive been so scared by this that I can never truly forgive him and open up to him again. Then after a bad argument, I told him we were over and we didnt speak for a full week. You dont want to start a marriage that was wrong from the beginning. I realize that that is not your problem. They married and had another baby within a year. I have told him the problem which he feels he has done no wrong in saying things putting me down , just so much he has broke my heart so bad that I dont know if I even want to still be married. My experience with that problem is this: People who cheat when they really love someone else literally do not believe that life will be good to them. ;). So, after 16 months, I have pushed him away for good. I cannot get past the hurt that I feel. I had completely cut him off to intimacy because it did not seem fair to me to allow him that side of me and we werent even together. Someone who hates themselves will behave unknowingly as a victim of unworthiness. That happens to be a bad idea but our society works that way. I lied. The anxiety has brought so much stuff up that bother me (things that didnt bother me or wouldnt bother anyone but the anxiety and depression and adhd are making me irretated all the time) Any advice? It feels good to let them know you care and love them, but it will do the complete opposite and push them away. This happened two more times until I decided to book my holidays with a girl friend of mine (he was always telling me I should be independent) He seemed glad I made that decision but after that he told me he couldnt take it any longer and that he needed to be alone. The pain will go away in time..And I will inevitably avoid him like the plague unless its to do with our kids because emotions are not games we play..I deserve this pain as I have given him far more..Because of how I feel I also believe he is that one..My only love now I just moarn the loss..I began that a few years back..Good luck to you Im sorry for your situation..Just know on my side had I to do it over again, he was very much worth all the love and trust I never gave.. My wife and I will be married for 19 years this year. We had words and that was 4 months ago. Same interests similar upbringings and he really is just a sweet genuine guy. I was to blame for his misery and we started fighting so much. The only way they can connect is through the body because the emotions have been cut off (and the mind, too). He, and therefore we, has been fine for the last several years, but is now going through it again. It sounds also like you are blessed with a caring and loving husband. I am completely broken. She says she hated ma, and was afraid to hate her husband, she felt she was walking on egg shels and all that, then this summer she tells me she is DONE! He has never been married and had no kids. Next day she breaks up with me saying I am not in her future plans, she does this via text. He gave me a right to go to Mpumalanga if I want to and I never really bothered as I trusted him. Youre asking a good question. Im afraid that if I insist on this topic he ll start to feel guilty and pulls away as he did in the past. You need to find yourself academically, vocationally, spiritually, emotionally. The other person in the relationship must open up as well and be able to act like themselves. I just wish I could get over my own feelings. Of course he doesnt c it this way. He told me 4 days ago that he didnt think he loved me anymore as we have grown apart. Where do I turn from here? He was really into me and we said we would marry then he had to leave the country. I dont know what to do anymore!!!! Is it better to be unhappy and rich or happy and poor? I wished in my heart I had kept them words to myself, he knew I liked him a lot. One day were happy, the next were borderline broken up. My husband told me he is not in love with me anymore. All these need to heal. Or at least until the love and respect run . I have a hunch: He said people dont change. A week ago we had a fight that turned really messy resulting in him breaking up with me. But if you willingly allowed it, then you need to ask yourself: How did I let this happen? Dont start explaining everything. I wont give up on him. It got to the point to where when hed yell my anxiety would spike and i would get so nervous I couldnt speak. I feel lost and sad. I fought for 2+ Yrs to just be a normal person and do normal things and my partner always had a problem accepting the fact that she isnt the center of my world and all we did was argue over it. I admit I was a terrible person but thats because I had up a wall and was not being my true self. I get that keeping this last guy from him has only hurt us more. i found when i was miscarrying that he was lying, pretending to be at work, (he does work 7 days per week and has for over a year, i see the payslips this is a fact). I did ask her if she definitely wants my stuff gone. And, apparently, just when I thought it couldnt get any better, now comes the really fun part. Marriage is hard, no doubt about it and a man has to be mature to handle it. Its just that he went too far that hurts. I have been clean since the last time, in March. Together we have one 5yr old daughter. We both have had some trying experiences and abandonment issues before we got together. Every alarm in my heart was going off now. Dont let yourself follow their bunny trails. His face was deeply flushed & his mouth was pulled into a tense thin line. I do still love her and know she talks and is seeing other people and Im stuck waiting for her. As parents, being nice is not enough: You have to require discipline from your children and it doesnt seem like they did that. I need advice. Cater to him and perhaps that will show him that you are not selfish after all. You share interests, get . So, to me, the only time a person who has cheated can say they changed is when these issues are A. understood clearly, B. dealt with emotionally, C and the person has new tools for coping when the bad feelings come over them. So when I would get these feelings I would go out and allow myself to get drunk and make out with other dudes. My boyfriend and I met 2 years ago, I fell for him first sight. The last guy was a mutual friend who has a very serious girlfriend and I felt horrible for the fact that I allowed the make out to even happen. These are the new things that you will be able to talk about. He cant look me in the eye, and when I ask why he says he feels so guilty. So he found some old messages from me and that other guy and he caught me in the lie. He fell for me and i think i have feelings for him too. "Once you love someone, unless your respect for them is. I dont have specific advice for your friend, but maybe if you start therapy, it will give her reassurance that things can be better. He put his face into her neck & told her that he Really really loves her. on jan 1st of this year(Our 18th anniversary), my partner came home from work and told me he wasnt happy anymore and was no longer in love with me. I didnt want to be like my father and since I finally realized what I was doing, I was able to significantly control my anger from then onward. he even has blocked all contacts with me. But He does that for this co worker and they talk on the phone throughout the day for 2 to 3hrs. One of which killed a friendship with a guy ive known since childhood. And a no-repeat is a given-repeated hurt is something that even the mot patient person would hate! Always work on improving yourself and showing the other person you want them in your life rather than need them. What am I doing wrong.? She said anytime she sees me she thinks of the woman I cheated with because she saw a picture of us on my phone from the messages she discovered. An update to my story is that for a while my wife and I were doing really well and then the bottom fell out. She cried a few tears as did I because I believe we wanted this to work out. Tyler, I mean therapy! That hurt me deeply to hear that divorce was even a possibility in her mind. Im going to cousiling and doing eveything he asked me to do to change . I loved him so much I forgave him the next day thinking great were talking again atleast. My life is complete with him in it. No one.. do not want to loose them i love them very much just to let them go with out doing anything. And you should not have gone there, either. She wants to know she can have fun with you especially if she is hard working woman during the day. I was married for ten years before learning that my spouse had been having an affair for 2 of those years. We are now on a break and I am wondering if there is a way to get back the butterflies or if we have had too much of a damaging relationship to ever repair it. Hi Mark Hi Bronny, I think your reaction to being betrayed is perfectly normal. Like get off social media. If he wants you to be upbeat and happy under these circumstances, then he is really out of touch. Hi Broken 79 So now I must go on the journey to get him back. Then he said he has matured and changed and wants something new thats not me. First, I congratulate you on your self-awareness. I dont know what to do anymore? That is not always a good thing. Still, cheating is cheating. Is trying hard to make Brad see what hes doing with trusting you on. 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